Smile your way thru!!!

Sunday, April 17, 2005

It was NEVER meant to be!!!

Love is a game
Play it to win a name
Bringin on nothin but shame
Known among people with fame
Filled with reasons all lame
All for a silly and wild dame.

Loved her for a reason and the reason was nothing more than LOVE.
But it was NEVER meant to be!!!
WHY??? Hmmm...interesting question. Answer : FATE.
Our destiny rules us. Everything that has a beginning has an end.
Love: a fairy tale that always happens in dream land, floatin in the skies, taking you places, making things happen the way you want them to be... livin life your way. But TIME teaches you it was NEVER meant to be. There's more to things. More to life than what we think,dream,imagine and visualize.
Love at first sight ... love is blind... hmmm.... baseless words for the dumb minds who would like to blame it all on LOVE. Your mind works like the clock; thinkin and deciding to go in for whats best for you each and every sec. The MIND is a transformation function which transforms the love waveforms as inputs to your heart, comparing it with a set of signal patterns in your dreams, imaginations or visualizations and gives an optimal output. So the does the mind work perfectly!!! ABSURD!!! No, NEVER. Not when you really want it to.
Associated with LOVE are many an illusion which hide the true face and feel of LOVE. Money, deceptive looks and smile. You fall for it how hard you try to stay away from it. It haunts you till it hurts. These signals maybe considered as noises or disturbances that causes variations in the outputs produced by the transformation function. Thus leading to what is known as a LOVE lost or a LOVE failure.
Men fall for it anyway...
LOVE her if you want her for life.. else your love is no better than a flirt's words of wisdom on women psychology and bookish love.
LOVE her if every single beat in you says you need her till your last breath... you will keep her happy till the very end.
I LOVED her ... truly madly deeply .. yet she left ...leaving me alone in this cruel world.

Tears: they define inner passion and aggression. The passion for a being and the aggression within to want him/her for anythin and everythin in life. Tears fell to the ground when I was faced with the harshest of all realities. Reality takes a grip on your heart...wrenching and squeezing the life out of you...making you feel regret, guilt and pain. It makes you move into this coma state wherein you see yourself in the midst of nowhere all alone wanting for more of what you felt and wanted in life: LOVE.
She said. "NEVER cry for me again, cos you aint got the right to", and there fell the last drop of tear to the ground. Has never ever felt the pain to cry again in her name. In time when i feel it i ask myself:: Why should i?

LOVE makes you insane and inane to thoughts and feelings.
It makes you dumb, and numb to passion and emotion.
Makes you run crazy with your future being all hazy.